Roller Coaster

Just when I thought things were on the up and up, we took a little dip again. Pat called the company this morning to see what the status of the job was, and the HR girl informed him that she can't get a confirmation from anyone in the company on what's happening with the position, but it might be frozen until October 1. I guess a lot of stuff is happening 4th quarter, so they're thinking they might not hire until then. Honestly, I could be ok with that, as long as they just make the offer and put the start date as October 1st, but it's this not- knowing in-between stage that is doing me in. Sometimes faith is just so dang hard. I'm really grateful for this contract work though that will get us through. It would actually be great if Pat could just do that the rest of the month and then start the other job, because he makes more contracting in 2 weeks what he made in a month at his old job. So, we're still waiting.
Sam keeps barfing all over me. I actually did my hair and got ready today, and then he spit up all over my pants, so I changed my pants only to have him then spit up all over my shirt. I don't know why I try some days! He's always had reflux issues which medicine doesn't help, but some days are still just really bad. Being barfed on sure doesn't do much for my mood :)
I had high hopes of getting out and running errands, but I'm just feeling so blah right now. I'm hoping both of my kiddos will take a nap at the same time again today so maybe I can take a nap or have some quiet time of my own to try to calm the dull roar inside. I'll be sure to update with any other news. This just plain stinks right now. I guess I need to remember Elder Holland- there's never been anything so bad that complaining didn't make it worse, or something along those lines. Ok, enough complaining, maybe I'll just try sulking ;)